There is Path to be found under the Surface of seemingly Known Things, lingering and pounding like drums calling softly to the Heart. There is a World to be Seen outside of a seemingly Known World, and a Flow to drown in, as we stop struggling to Control what never was meant to be controlled.
You look back at the Embraced Shadow and become one with the things you have held hidden. And you suddenly stand in a position where Nothing is as it seemed, and new things are laying before your feet. It is an Awakening burnt in your Soul unable to be heard when voices overrides your own voice; You cannot see it until you have Lost Sight. Cannot be Lived until the World you Know has fallen away; Broken to pieces, Shattered away, become Lost. You cannot Feel it when Chaos thug on your Heart; you cannot taste it while chewing on Life's trials. How to See with eyes wide shut? It will be Found when there is Nothing left to See. When you have negotiated every inch of yourself not to feel it or experience it, and given up resisting. When all you Know is swept away in waves, and the viewing of a World through ice-edged windows melt and your Eyes bleed while you tremble still in your own blood. When you allow yourself to be shattering, trembling, bleeding, and dying. Where Fear have you stay, and Pain keeps you paralyzed in Flows, yet you Accept and Trust it to bring you back to Life. It is a Complete Moment of Everything and you wrap around your own shell of lies, and Ego, holding Nothing just like a child.. Trying to shield while choking your own Mind; ...sitting down beaten black and blue because Standing had you fall over... ...and then the Falling through... ...Falling through lines and waves - the See-through Hypocritical Glass foundation you Believed was Safe - because Nothing else carries you, and you haven't learnt How To.. It is just as Painful Breathing as it is to Hold it. For even Angels end up Falling.. Skye
...crumbling pieces of Something that was never put together Right...
...restlessly trying to Stand up because in your Mind you stumble and never fall..
...broken down in shattering Existence as daggers into every part of a world you Know..
...like laying down because nothing leads you..
realization